
If you’ve been following my blog for a while, you’ll know that hubby and I are hoping to start a family soon. Over the last year and a half I’ve had my ups and downs - sad it hadn’t happened yet, worried it’d never happen, hoping it’d happen.
But I’m in a really great space about our journey now.
Things changed for me about a month ago. I had this beautiful meditation where my children came to me in a garden I’d created, and it was so strong and vivid and ‘real’ I was literally crying tears of joy. I can’t convey how beautiful it was. I’m tearing up again about it now! Since then, I’ve been receiving so many ‘signs’ and confirmation that they’re around me still and on their way soon.
So in honour of my new-found ease and joy about what’s to come, I created this new artwork on the weekend. It’s called ‘My Fertile Garden’
Specifically, it’s where my babies and I can meet together anytime in a luscious, fertile, colourful and LOVING place. I feel them around me already all the time, so I know it’s only just a matter of time before we meet in-the-flesh.
I know it’s a bit different to my usual work, and it may sound strange to you, but it’s like it wasn't just me doing the painting! While I was creating it, it was as if my kiddies were around me, co-creating and guiding the artwork with me. Such a truly beautiful experience.
YAY!!
Anyhow, in other WONDERFUL news, tomorrow I’m heading off to Malolo Lailai Island in Fiji for my very first holiday in two-and-a-half years!
I’m going there for a yoga retreat with my regular yoga teacher and other peeps from my class. Oh it’ll be SO lovely to REALLY relax without a paintbrush or sewing machine in sight!
As much as I love my work and feel so blessed to run my own full-time creative business, I really do need some switch-off, blissful relaxation time. And where better to do that than Fiji!
So, my friends, I wish you fun, creativity, safety and lots of love over the next week – and I’ll see y’all when I get back all flexi and zen and ready for the next chapter of my life to unfold :)
Chrissy xx