Well, I’ve clearly proven myself to be liar when I said I didn’t want to make art anymore. Today I finished two artworks – One mixed media artwork about having fun with experimentation and colour, the other with so much meaning and emotion I feel quite vulnerable in sharing it. They’re quite polar opposites actually to be completed right after one another.
So I’ll start with the one I’m comfortable with, and go from there.
This is ‘Autumn Breeze’.
It’s inspired by bold colour combinations, surface texture and the changing of seasons – and I had lots of fun making it. I really let go with this one – dripping inks onto the page to merge the colours organically, mish-mashing a bunch or shapes and textures together until it felt finished. I really like it actually – it feels quite vibrant and light hearted to me, just like a colourful doodle, and reminds me of Autumn, one of my favourite times of the year. I love it when a ‘no-plan’ comes together! Tee hee!
I’ve popped it in my shop already – I’ve a feeling this one will find a home :)
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The second artwork, as I said, is loaded with raw emotion for me, and I’m actually afraid that if I show it, my intentions might not be received the way I wanted to put them across in this artwork – This troubles me, because the meaning is so important to me this time. I wasn’t just playing with gay abandon like the first artwork (although it was a hugely enjoyable process), I wanted to really clearly depict the feelings and wishes in my heart … and I guess that’s all that really matters in the end anyway.
So, this is called ‘My Vast Heart is for You’, and it’s about my heartfelt connection to the beautiful child growing in my belly. It was actually meant to be a self portrait – I wanted the look on ‘my’ face and the overall ‘feel’ of the artwork to show my openness, my surrendering, my love and my open heart for my unborn child.
But looking at it finished, it actually reminds me of a baby girl’s spirit with an open heart, connecting with me in life. It feels really powerful and quite intimate to me, which of course, it is. All along I thought I was drawing myself, feeling baby in my heart, but it actually looks to me like baby’s feeling me in hers. I’d like to think it’s both. I wonder if I’m having a girl?! it feels very feminine.
Anyhow, this is just another reminder for me about how personal and powerful art making can be, and how useful a tool it is to express my emotions and feelings. I’m 17 weeks pregnant today, so if in three weeks I do find out I’m having a little girl, I think I’ll have to frame this one to keep in her room. Boy or girl, I’m sure they know they’re already loved and welcomed into my heart.
Luv C xo








